Well it has been a while since I have written anything on here and, to be honest, it is a little daunting coming back and trying to start again. But when we fall, the only way we fail is if we fail to get back up and start again, so that is what I have decided to do. I am not going to make any promises about how many times I will blog, but I will try and write something at least once a week.
So where have I been? I have been watching the world pass me by, I have been working and eating and drinking to my hearts content and, to be fair, I am not content...not in any way.
I am back to being over 14 stones in weight, my stomach needs to rein itself in and my moobs are now beginning to beg me to get a bra! In conclusion, I needed to start again and get back to the place I was before, prior to the second wave of the pandemic, which really threw me back and started me on the downward trajectory that led me to where I am now.
I am going to be taking pictures of my stomach and moobs and body shape so that I can keep track of how I am doing. I also began going to the gym at the beginning of last year and was keeping it up until about four months ago, when work got in the way and then I allowed that to become an excuse, which is really really easy to do.
I also learnt cravings are something I face every day without even realising that they are cravings. I always thought that cravings were something that screamed at you, like when you give up cigarettes and cannot get them out of your head, but they're really not and I'll do a blog post on mine later on.
So what do I intend to get out of this this time? Well, the short answer is the same as I was trying to get out of it the last time, to lose weight and to get fit. It has always been my ultimate goal, to get to this point where I no longer look at myself and am disgusted by what I see. I want to get back to the muscular and fit person I was ten years ago.
Therefore, I will again try to share my progress on here, m y ups and downs and sideways (can you go sideways?) in order to keep myself going and motivated. Please feel free to comment or ask questions or use what I am doing and going through to help you do the same, because I know it isn't going to be easy, I mean I have failed a lot. However, I will keep trying and we'll see how I go.
For now, I hope that you enjoy the ride as much as I am going to try and enjoy the journey.
Take care.
Sean.
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